Hi! My name is Kirstyn and I have a lot of thoughts. I know you have a lot too. Sometimes my ponderings need a place to go, so welcome to that place.

In 2020 as the world entered a global pandemic, I entered my “dark night of the soul.” My 7th child, Colton, was stillborn and the crippling grief that ensued caused me to question all the things. As the LORD nursed me back, I felt the urge to enter seminary in 2021, a place I never imagined I would be. What you will read in this space are my ponderings on many topics that are evolving and transforming. Many surprise even me. I would love for you to join in the conversation.

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What happens when you enter seminary at 48 after a life of church ministry and homeschooling...

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Wife and homeschool mom. MATS student at Gordon-Conwell Theological Seminary. Graduate of Wheaton with a Music Education degree. I’m turning 50 this year and still don’t know what I wanna be when I grow up.